I still admire you for afar; you most likely don't know that I feel this way. You are reading this and thinking it's about somebody else. Your wrong, it is about you. This person is someone that wouldn't imagine me feeling this way. She doesn't even really know me that well. She would think it's crazy and shut me out (a fear I do have) I read what she write and I can see what she does. Her talent in tremendous, and I want some connection with her. I want her, not in a sexual way but in a loving way. If I could I would still be your dreams and grant all of your wishes. The thing that makes this so crazy is that I've never even met her. Now if